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Wednesday, September 19, 2018

I know you this much, so it's okay

I'm not looking for late night calls and movie dates. We are no kids and I need more than that butterfly in my stomach feelings.

Your flowers and sweet words will not make my heart flutters anymore, well don't you remember how many times we broke each other heart already?

No need to pick me up on every class I had. You can do your own errands while I commutering. I really don't mind. They got discount for students anyway.

Dinner do taste better with you, but salt and pepper are enough so it's okay if you got another plan with your colleagues. Just remember pizza is a must every friday night.

Having a bad day but don't wanna talk about it yet? Fine, I can keep you company. We can just sit beside each other on your favorite bench. I'll make sure to keep my mouth shut.

Because darling, we had known each other this much that you don't need to do anything to impress me.

I've seen you at your worst and yet I never want to leave. So why bother with every details when we can just be like our own: comfortable and safe on each other, without ignore the fact that we need privacy and space to grows.

So it's okay if you want to be apart for a while.

Because darling, growing up is indubitable, but we both know in the end we still go to the same direction. I know you this much that you will be back; days, months or years. I don't care. It's never not sure when it comes to you. So it really is okay.